Outside of work I would
hang out with Brian (the 'he' in the in prt 1) at his place, with some of his other friends there. We went
to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre with one of his other friends on a weekend we
were both off. I don’t think he enjoyed my company though. I thought the movie
to be lame. The theater we were in had those seats where you can lift up the
arms to cuddle with your date and I spent pretty much the entire movie lifting
the arm, and putting it down, then lifting it back up, and putting it down. I
think I pissed him off at one point because he pointed out that I was being particularly
annoying.
Brian is also a practicing Pagan and I have always been
curious about it so I asked him to teach me about it. He was not comfortable with that I think
because he would always change the subject if I brought it up. Another one of
his friends worked with in a different department and I quickly became friends
with him as well. Almost spending as much time with Shawn as I did Brian I got
in trouble a lot of work for “not doing what I was supposed to.” I got my work
done and then when I had a break I would go back to where Shawn worked and hang
out with him and just talk about everything. I remember at one point Shawn had
told me that if I was 20 years older or he was 20 years younger he would be
compelled to ask me out, but knowing how I felt about Brian he figured I would
say no regardless. He was probably
right. At that point in time I only had eyes for Brian. 91 days, exactly, after
starting my new job, or should I say “place to meet boys” I was fired. I was
young, stupid, naïve, and was more worried about my social life. I missed 3
days of work, showed up late, or snuck out early when my dad was on vacation.
Brian had invited me over to his house for a Halloween
party he was throwing after I got fired, which made me happy because I could
still see him. My friends were looking for something to do that night so I
thought it would be fun to take them all with me. Brian’s party was the night
of Halloween, but I already promised my friend’s Scott, Shari, and April that I
would hang out with them and take their little sister Ashley out
trick-or-treating. So we decided that we would take Ashley out then head to the
party after wards.
When I got to Scotts dads house I noticed there was someone
new there. Yet, the closer I got to this new guy the more he started to look
familiar. His name was David and I worked when him when I was 17. I thought he
was a complete man whore and ugly as hell, but he looked different after two
years of not seeing him. Then I got this horrible, yet wonderful at the time,
idea to take him with us to the party to see if taking another guy would make
Brian jealous. The plan seemed great at the time, until it backfired on me.
I spent most of the time at the party with David and we
ended up making out the majority of the time. After trick-or-treating and the
few hours we were at the party David and I decided we wanted to be together. After
the party we all left and went back to Scott and David’s dads’ house to hang
out. I ended up spending the night, which was nothing new. Their dad loved me
and considered me family. David and I spent pretty much until morning making
out. After that night we were inseparable. We spent every single day and night
together.
November 1, 2003 I spent the night with David at his own
place, not even 24 hours after we became a couple. That night was when we
conceived our child. I knew the very next morning when we woke up that I was
pregnant. I woke up 5 minutes before him. I sat up in bed, feeling a little weird,
then shouted “Oh SHIT!” Which woke David up, he looked at me asking what was
wrong, but all I could get out was “oh shit, oh shit, oh shit.” I finally
managed to get out the two words that began to change everything, “I’m
pregnant.” His reaction was what got to me. All he said was “I know.”
Wow thats crazy!
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